<p>Hey everyone,</p>
<p>I am a Southern-California native thinking about going to UPENN. I was recently admitted as long shot, but I'm not so sure it's the school for me now. My first choice was Brown and probably UPENN second. I couldn't believed I was admitted, but now that the initial shock has worn off.. I'm having second thoughts about attending. I was hoping current students/ past students can give me a feel for what UPENN is really like. This board seems to always rant about how great UPENN is, but never seems to list the negatives. </p>
<h2>Why am I afraid of attending Penn?</h2>
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<li>The Weather- Plain and Simple: I've never lived in the cold and accustomed to beautiful sunshine year round. How hard is it to adjust to the climate change?</li>
<li>Distance- I've never lived away from home and I'd be quite far. Airfare would be expensive and I probably wouldn't be able to go home for all the holidays.</li>
<li>Money- I'm sure I'll get a great financial aid offer, but I feel I won't have as much spending money as my peers. I don't want to appear "poor" because I'm not as wealthy as many of the other students. How hard is it to have fun without $$$? Do people look down upon the less fortunate?</li>
<li>Segregation- I'm mixed of a whole lot of races, but without going into details I'm Cuban and White. I don't speak Spanish and I wasn't really raised as a typical Cuban. I have grown up in a predominantly Caucasian neighborhood and never really had a problem with segregation. Majority of my friends are Caucasian and Asian, but I definitely have friends of other racist. I know this sounds bad I definitely levitate to "white-washed" people. </li>
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<p>Most people once they know me don't consider me black and scoff if I ever claim people are racist towards me. I have read a lot that PENN has a lot of self-segregation and most minority groups hang out with other minorities. I do not want that and I don't want to be pushed into joining a ton of minority clubs. I am a mix of races and don't want to be just categorized as black or cuban or whatever. I've never really had a problem in Southern California, I'm not sure how I'll be viewed in Philadelphia. I am also worried about being stereotyped.. I know it can happen anywhere, but still. </p>
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<li>Difficulty of Courseload- I went to a competitive high school, but I wasn't forced to work my ass off. I have only had a handful of classes where I had to put in immense effort. How hard is the course load for the College of Arts and Sciences?</li>
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<p>And last but not least, "Is it worth it?"</p>
<p>People always say where you attend college doesn't really matter, but it obviously plays some role or people wouldn't work so hard to get into Harvard. I don't want to pass up the opportunity to attend UPENN, but is it really that much better than attending Claremont Mckenna (given 100% need cover, maybe paying 2,000 a year), USC (waiting for aid offer), or Berkeley (kind of expensive).</p>
<p>Oh, I also am completely undecided and have no idea what I want to do. I was thinking entertainment law, but who knows! </p>
<p>All and all, I'm drawn to UPENN because it sounds like it'd be an awesome experience. I want to experience life other than what I've been raised to seen. I love meeting new people and making new friends. I'm pretty easy going and definitely don't appear to be "ivy-league material". Most people were shocked to hear I got into all the university I did, let alone an ivy-league. I somehow feel I might not be the UPENN girl...</p>
<p>Thanks for the help and I hope I didn't come off ignorant/racist/ or any such things in the post. I know I probably did, so I apologize.</p>