<p>^Why does that bother you so much? Like the OP, I’m a little reluctant myself. There’s a lot of pressure to perform, without there seeming to be much of chance of performing well. </p>
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<p>Those things are much easier said than done. 
That being said, I get your point. </p>
<p>Anyways, OP - just know that you’re not alone. I’ll see you before the month is out.</p>