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I can never open my eyes. Like, they stay closed, and I’ll just be lying there thinking and trying to move my arm. Until I finally am able to move it, then I can open my eyes and move, basically I’m completely woken up.
And about the swooshing, there have been times where I literally feel like I’m falling, like I’m on a roller coaster. But that doesn’t happen too often.
And yeah, I do panic, like I know it’s not bad, but for some reason I just get kinda nervous about it. It’s weird.</p>