<p>So here's the deal. I am having a horrible time this year with homework. And I haven't slept in forever, pretty much. About 4 hours of sleep total since this weekend. Only because I accidentally fell asleep twice.</p>
<p>My senior year schedule is currently:
AP BC CALCULUS
AP LITERATURE
AP CHEMISTRY
AP EUROPEAN (extra course, full year)
COLLEGE COLONIAL HISTORY (extra course, 1 semester...ending soon)
ADVANCED THEATRE 4
ADVANCED THEATRE PRODUCTION 3
THEATRE HONORS & INDEPENDENT STUDY
T.A. FOR THEATRE CLASS</p>
<p>Now, I have A's in all of my classes right now because I am really busting my a**... even have ~98-99%'s in Euro, Chem, and Theatre classes... *EXCEPT I have an 85% B in BC CALC. But I'm just so tired. Honestly, the class is so boring and there is just no energy or desire left in me to work for an A.</p>
<p>On top of this, I need to get a job BADLY. I am the only person in my family who is capable of holding at least a part-time job... both of my parents are unemployed.</p>
<p>I know if I get a job I will have even less time for homework and my theatre/film commitments. Thus, I was thinking of dropping BC CALC because I already have 5 credits of math and I took AB CALC already and got an A.
It also doesnt hurt to add that the people in my class are very very very arrogant. There is only one class for BC Calc at my school and they all think they're hot stuff. Also I want to go into film/theatre, definitely nothing that has to do with partial integration or whatever they're teaching me in Calc...</p>
<p>The only problem is, that would leave me with only science, history, and english core courses. No language and no math. And I applied to:
Harvard
Stanford
Columbia
UPenn
USC Film
NYU Tisch
BU</p>
<p>Any input on what I should do? I don't think I've ever hated a class so much and been so busy. And with a job I don't know if I'll just push myself over the edge...</p>
<p>Maybe this just really is insignificant, and I'm making a big deal over nothing. I just care a lot about my schoolwork, and I hate turning in stuff that I know is nowhere near the kind of quality of work I could be and should be doing.</p>