<p>@ lasko, thanks a lot man. i really thought i would be too. it’s a hard blow to take, but im accepting that it’s fate and i’m moving on… it’s hard to get over it because it was my dream school, but now that i think about it, all of those wants were manifested by my silliness anyways… (and UCLA basketball) 
and deuces, thanks a lot for the words of wisdom. good luck to you too, wherever you go
i will be waiting to hear back from Cal, but as of now am extremely skeptical.
sad thing is i hardly applied to any colleges because i was sure i was going to LA… 
if all else fails i will end up at Irvine…sad sad sad.
but then again, if it’s meant to be, its meant to be.
thanks again guys :)</p>