<p>that is muy bueno. :)</p>
<p>Dude, 2 club meetings + baking = serious business.</p>
<p>Once you conquer that, the rest of life is a breeze.</p>
<p>^Lol:) ^^Thanks, my skin has just grown hard so to speak haha:)</p>
<p>Warts, I FEEL YOU. I am exhausted not only physically, but mentally. I’m tired of joining clubs because I “have” to be in at least one. I’m tired of barely staying conscious in school, getting *<strong><em>ed off by annoying people at school, hobbling home with a fking cast, drinking copious amounts of coffee, trying to understand chemistry for hours, making my own *</em></strong>ty dinner, and working again for hours into the night. All while other kids in my grade are drinking, partying and making out, getting homework assignments from everyone else and cheating on tests. I am tired of people constantly judging me for everything I say, spinning every remark into an insult. And I’m tired of teachers looking at me like I’m stupid because for one day of my life, I don’t understand the lesson because I have 5 other lessons in the back of my head that I’m trying to figure out. And I am tired of joining stupid clubs and trying to get “leadership” positions just because colleges want everyone to be a *<strong><em>ing leader. And I’m tired of writing formulaic essays and plugging in stupid numbers into formulas. I want to write stories and poems and think outside the box. But NO! Apparently, memorizing shi.t and regurgitating it out in classrooms exemplifies the model student! And at the end of the day, I’m “average.” I’m the “typical asian kid” just because I happen to like piano, I happen to like tennis, and I happen to care a lot about my education. Yeah, well, that’s who I am. SO *</em></strong> YOU COLLEGES! **** YOU COLLEGEBOARD! AND **** ALL THE CONDESCENDING PARENTS WHO TRIVIALIZE THE WORK WE DO! AND **** ALL THE STUPID CHEATERS WHO ALWAYS SOMEHOW FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO LEECH OFF OF!!!</p>
<p>Yes, I am ****ed off and tired and sleep deprived and I think I’m going to go outside and just have nice long scream.</p>
<p>^Aww:( I’m sorry tiki:/ Just realize we will all get through this. If you read through this thread you will see how I was shaken back into reality haha. I hope everything works out for you though. Best of luck, I know we will get through this:)</p>