Background: I am an international freshman at NYU CAS. During the first semester, I had a great GPA (3.9 while taking writing the essay). During the second semester, I was going through a lot of emotional hurdle and underwent medical treatment for it. During that period, I got super scared for my grades and plagiarized. I also excessively helped a friend with his assignment in my attempts to make a close friend.
I recognize that my actions violated university policy. I don’t want to make any excuses because I understand that I am to be blamed. Now, I am much better and no longer need any treatment. My professor detected my first case of plagiarism and reported me to the dean. I explained the circumstances under which it happened (me undergoing treatment) and they let me go with a warning letter saying that any further violations may result in a semester long suspension. I should have admitted to my second violation there but I got scared of the consequences and didn’t mention it. Given the high overlap in ideas in my friend’s assignment and mine, my professor is now also reporting me for a second time (in less than a week). Now I will have to meet with the Dean and will be given an opportunity to respond before they give me terms on which I can resume my studies at NYU which may include a second warning letter, disciplinary probation,suspension or dismissal.
Suspension would result in me losing about $40k in private financial aid and being ineligible for loans in my home country, a suspension can be equated to a dismissal in my scenario. I am thus trying to think of some arguments which could help me avoid suspension. Note that once more, I realize that I am guilty and am only trying to limit the damages caused by my actions. The only argument that I can think of right now is being entirely honest and saying something on the lines of:
- After my first violation, I vowed to my Professor that such a violation would never occur again and I truly meant it. It is unfortunate that another violation had already happened. I should have admitted it … (then I would go explaining the situation why I was terrified of admitting it)
Would any of you have some advice for me? Thanks a lot in advance.