<p>Hi my name is Dan, this is my first post, so bear with me please.</p>
<p>I just got kicked out of my community college Aging, Dying And Death class for having too many absences. This semester I'm taking 12 credit hours, which is now 6 because of the two classes I have dropped because of a few reasons. </p>
<p>With my other class, I just stopped going because it is once a week and there is a quiz every week. I missed one class, and ended up just not going to any because I knew there was going to be a quiz that week which led to a chain reaction of me feeling like I shouldn't attend. Needless to say I dropped both of those classes.</p>
<p>My community college GPA is awful, and thinking about it makes me sick to my stomach. I have withdrawn from more classes than I have finished. I screwed up my first semester with 3 F's and a C, and then decided to take a semester off. I went back the next semesters and pulled a 3.1, which is good by my standards. I then took a summer class where I ended up not caring and received 2 F's for the classes I was taking. </p>
<p>Now to the current, I am currently taking 6 credit hours, where I know I am doing decent in both classes. I know I can come back from 5 F's and 4 W's, because I've heard stories about doing it before. I know I need to buckle down and I need a reality check ASAP, because all of this money is going to waste. I just cannot find the motivation. I feel like being at a community college is a waste of time, therefore I end up not putting in much effort and screwing myself over. Please, someone help give me a reality check before I screw up even more. Please.</p>