<p>Incoming freshman..</p>
<p>I'm really worried now. My top school choice recently accepted me (Mizzou) and I received my award package today. I got to excited accepted 6k of fed loans. I got grants and scholarships and then rest loans. I realized I am about 4k short [estimate COA attendace budget]. I calculated how much i'll receive each semester split and I'm already short of over $500 with room and board and tuition/fees. Everything else like personal expenses, BOOKS AND SUPPLIES, trasnporation expenses are definitely now going to be coming from my pocket. I am SCARED I will either not have enough by then, or just run out savings!! I have a job, and make okay pay but I'm having to save a few grand now for other things and can't hold off those. I don't know what to do.. any advice? I'm alraedy 6k in debt first year can't even imagine next three years after.. :/</p>
<p>I'm just very sad that i can't even buy books with my loans, thought i would..but nope looksl ike i'll be covering them.. Btw, no parent financial support whatsoever! This is all on me. And i will not ask them for help.</p>