<p>8AM-3PM- Sit through the longest, most nerve-wracking (sp?) day of my life</p>
<p>3PM-4:30PM- Get in my training run </p>
<p>5PM- Get home, showered, and check CC to see if the decisions have come.. If they have, I mentally gather myself, log into the website and check decision. No music or anything and no one around me. Hopefully I will get in and proceed to go crazy, then call my friends and go out to eat. If I get what I'm expecting then I don't know.</p>
<p>(This is my first post in a couple of days... I just can't deal with the number of threads and the feeling of impending doom with the approaching decision so I've stayed away)</p>
<p>I was originally going to build the drama with silence, but I like the idea of playing some music--the same music that I played the first time I visited. Still makes me think of Chapel Street when I hear it :D</p>
<p>I'm going to come home from my last day of school, check my results. If they're negative, I will cry a little but feel no guilt about going to a state school. If they are positive, I will shove it up my father's......nose.</p>
<p>There's a time delay between the US and Australia, so I'll prob be up at obscure times in the morning, sleep deprived and anxious to check the screen. I'm not going to let my parents know when I'm checking, so I can be alone for the fateful decision.</p>
<p>If the letter is a positive one, I'm going call my friends and ask them to celebrate with me at 3 am in the morning.
If i get deferred or rejected, i'm going to go back to bed and pretend it didn't happen
Sweet denial, its always been a dear friend</p>
<p>not fair, i'm in china now and i can only get my results a day after everyone else in US because of the different time zones. argh!!! well, not really after you all but in my time, it'll be the 16th if it's the 15th or the 17th if it's the 16th.
bellicious, i think australia's in the same time zone as china so we'll be in the same situation. i'm going to get up at like 4 or 5 in the morning to check my decision. alone. it'll be more scary with my parents hovering over my shoulders. i'll probably log on to my account and close my eyes and count to 100. ok maybe just 10. and then i'll peel my eyes open with my fingers or something.</p>
<p>hahaha samljam I just said to my mother I was going to do that and she said, "oh no, put us out of our misery!" then a pause and "you won't be able to resist though, you know that right?" I'm not sure whether she's correct, but I wish I could hold out for the mail!!</p>
<p>I need to find out my decision as soon as possible so I can break out of this bubble and actually work on my RD applications... but hopefully I won't have to! (I always feel the need to end a post about my decision letter that way.)</p>