<p>If I get in, I'm going to celebrate by getting ridulously drunk and kissing every person I see.</p>
<p>If I don't get in, I will combat my depression by getting drunk with some friends who will cry with me.</p>
<p>If I get deferred, I'll try to forget my confusion (Is it good that I still have a chance, or horrible that I have to wait?) by getting a little buzzed and laughing with friends.</p>
<p>See, I really really want to get in also, but if I don't get in, I can deal with it. Its not the end of my life for gods sake. I gave it my all, and I am very happy with myself. If columbia does not want me, then they won't get me, its their loss.</p>
<p>ok, ok... I do have some painkillers on tab, just incase ;) j/k</p>
<p>I KNEW IT! lol, not everyone is emotionally stable. We're teenagers, not some stock-obsessed, read-the-newspaper-on-the-toilet middle-aged white males! If it makes me sad, well that's normal! HAHA! I'm not going to go commit suicide with a frisbee (or any other non-conventional object)!</p>
<p>I <3.
Here's my problem though.
I will find out the 10th, but that night I'll be at Harvard MUN being a dork and fighting over a resolution for UNICEF.
Showing up drunk would be bad. Very bad. Although.. I do represent Jamaica. Maybe some weed is in order.
Then again, showing up inconsolable would be bad too...
I HATE ALL THIS WAITING.</p>
<p>Yeah - I'll join you guys - Friday night will just be one of the countless Fridays that I've drank. I'm sure that I haven't missed a weekend since the beginning of school.</p>
<p>well i get the decision in the wee hours of the saturday morning.
so i'll be freeakkking drunk already :)</p>
<p>i'm prepared for an R.. if it is an R at least i'll pass out straight away and forget bout the R... i'll delete the email so i can forget about it for the next few days till i get the mail...</p>
<p>my friend made absinthe a few weeks ago. It's supposed to be sooo gnarly when it's homemade. I'll hold of till I can go to Prague and enjoy some of the good stuff.</p>