<p>So, my first year of college I performed poorly. I was worried more about having a full-time social life then what I was supposed to be going to college for. I started skipping classes which led to me failing every one of them.</p>
<p>Then I got lucky and my financial aid gave me a second chance by allowing me to stay in school and make up by taking my classes over again and passing them. I was doing great for a month and a half when old habits started kicking in. I withdrew from school and went home to some very disappointed parents and was told how immature I was and that I had already destroyed my life. They were right, I was very immature and I regret what I did more than anything.</p>
<p>I started college at 18 and dropped out at 18. I turn 20 next month and I have absolutely nothing to show for it and more than ever wish I hadn't made the mistakes I did. </p>
<p>What's worse is when I withdrew from school it violated my contract and they slapped a $2000 bill on me that I have to pay for before I can get my VERY BAD transcripts to go back to school.</p>
<p>The school I attended was the Tech branch of OSU (Oklahoma) and is a 2 year associates college.</p>
<p>So I guess my real question is after I pay them off, where will I go? Would they give me a third chance and let me come back to make up my grades or will I need to find a new school. Would any other school accept me with such a transcript or am I sore out of luck. Will my financial aid ever come back or will I have to work to pay for school (which would take a very long time).</p>
<p>I really need some advice, and I know I'm an idiot for putting myself in this position but I really want to fix it and go back to school.</p>