<p>I am a hopeful applicant for ANY combined BS/MD and BS/DO programs. I am a junior. I say any combined BS/MD or DO program because I am beginning to feel desperate. I really want to be a doctor, and I really want to be in a combined program like this. What I don't understand, is why am I scoring lower and lower on the SAT's EACH TIME I TAKE IT??? Is it stress? Anxiety? I really don't have a clue, and I really am beginning to feel like I'm just not meant to be in a combined program...let alone college. </p>
<p>I will just break it down:</p>
<p>PSAT (10th grade) - I scored a 210/240. This was during my SOPHOMORE YEAR. No, this is not a fake score either. Now, during 10th grade, I really didn't have much exposure to how the scoring system worked. I just looked at percentages. Needless to say, I was decently happy. But nothing could help me explain my future scores.</p>
<p>PSAT (11th grade) - I scored a 154/240. "Okay...", I thought to myself. I was actually more upset than just "okay...", only because I really don't know how I could have scored higher when I was in 10th grade, and score lower with more knowledge a year later. Since this was the PSAT, it really doesn't count towards college admissions...but I can kiss the National Merit Scholarship goodbye. </p>
<p>December 2009 SAT - I scored a 1580/2400. Okay...at least SOME improvement. But I was still pretty ****ed at this point. But then again, I had no tutoring in any PSAT/SAT test I took. But at this point, I really don't understand how I could have scored lower. I pretty much think that I should just give up on any type of BS/MD program, let alone college. =|</p>
<p>Sometime later in December - I took a practice SAT from the college board website. I scored a 1510/2400. My reaction: ...followed by......then with.... I'm giving up at this point.</p>
<p>Last Saturday - I took yet ANOTHER practice SAT offered by Kaplan. I got my score back today, and scored a 1410/2400. I'd rather not talk about this one...</p>
<p>So...basically, my score keeps getting lower, and lower, and lower. Thing is, I really don't know what to do, and why I seem to be scoring lower than any previous test taken. I'm afraid to get a tutor now, not only because it's not really cheap and affordable, but because I'm afraid my score is going to eventually end up in the 900's or lower. The scary part is...I can take a practice MCAT EXAM, and score really well on that. Is it just because it is science? I'm really good with science that is needed for the MCAT. But the SAT...forget it. I don't even consider myself good anymore. In fact, I would probably say that I am worse than the average Sophomore who takes it now...yet the ironic part of it all is that my highest score occurred when I WAS A SOPHOMORE. I seriously don't know what to do. Is there ANY way I can score higher?</p>