<p>Is anyone else here just rarely genuinely happy? Right now I am at the school of my dreams but I am just not happy. I am not depressed, but I just feel like I should be happy. I didn't really like high school, and thought college would be where everything is perfect, and this is not the case. I'm really not sure if I have friends and my grades aren't great. I really have no idea, because I am just a very confused individual. Part of me is just never satisfied with anything in life and I always worry about things way too much even when something is out of my control. It just seems that it would suck to go through this experience being regretful and not happy, because these are supposed to be 4 great years. Thanks!</p>