Hi I am an under graduate student tending UIS (University of Illinois of Springfeild) I am in my second semester here and I do like the school and live with my boyfriend (most might be against that but he makes me a stable happy person been dating for years, hes beyond mature for his age and a US soldier amazing at math which helps me) so I am not looking to transfer anytime soon since we just bought a house here.
So a little about me is, I do have a learning disability of some sort, I don’t retain knowledge easily and process slowly. I am in the process of finally figuring out if I need medication for ADHD. I am a golfer and on the team at this school, could become pro if I had the mental stability an gave my all to golf rather than some to school an some to golf. I am someone who want to help people in the health and sports industry so much if golf becomes the path I don’t take. I dedicate my life to athletics and know I would love my job as a Physical Therapist when/if I got to that point in my life.(I think, I don’t know I do want to be somewhere in health an still make a good buck.) The problem is the unbelievable amount of schooling for this job. Even if I just stick with the Physical Therapists assistant I still need to really work my way through calculus, chemistry Biology’s and much more in between classes. Math and me are beyond so sad together it hurts, I cannot retain my math skills from high school (even though my high school didn’t do the best job) the basics still should be there. The ADHD aspect of not focusing like most can, can think outside the box, not knowing how to study a subject I’m SO interested in (Biology from my first semester) made me have to drop it and try it again. Math scares the hell out of me, my 094 math class is what I barley passed with a C but my exam let me skip to college pre calc and I know it will be so challenging with most in the class thinks its easy. I just don’t know what I want, I feel like there are a lot of intrests I have out there that I have not found yet and I need to know by next fall.
Do you think im in an unrealistic major or do I just need to find how to fix my disabilities to get through any degree?