Have I killed my chances of Pharmacy school ?

<p>Thanks so much WayWestMom, those are really valuable tips. And I think you are right - I might need counseling. I feel really depressed all the time. Sometimes i feel like i might be afraid of success, but then i tell myself that I’m just making excuses to be lazy. After all, how could I be afraid of success? It’s the thing I want most. And yet, sometimes I am afraid of success… interesting. Also, how could perfectionism cause bad grades? I think I do have perfectionism, but I don’t see why perfectionism will make do bad in school. This is very interesting to me. I think my problems in school are caused by my emotions.</p>