<p>So currently I am attending a public university. It was never my top choice and I thought that maybe if I stuck it out there for a year I would love it. Turns, out I did like it--and I did really well in my academics too: all straight A's. But, part of me was never satisfied. I grew up in the state that I go to college now. Adventure is close to my heart and I want to grow as a person. Truth is, I don't want to be at the university I'm at right now. People got home on the weekends, people party alot, and I just don't seem to resonate deeply with anyone. I want to roommate who doesn't go home on the weekends and a friend who will go dancing with me and study hardcore biology with me. I really treasure my relationship with people. No one here seems to have big hearts or big dreams. They just want to go to college because it's what people do. I need a change. However, I'm scared that I'm just spooking myself out. Maybe I'm being too critical. But I've gotten involved on campus--i'm part of the dance team and i'm a community service director of a club. So I've met plenty of people...but no one seems to be right. </p>
<p>Moreover, I want to transfer to Harvard or Brown. These were my two top schools and I was rejected from both of them. Is it worth the shot? Moreover, my sister lives in boston and she is my best friend. I want to be closer to her too. </p>
<p>Am I just being paranoid or I am listening to my heart? Any advice?</p>