<p>I'd say I've had a bad experience with math, but that would be an understatement.</p>
<p>I'm not sure if you guys have had similar experiences, but my class was basically an "experimental" class when it came to the state's math program. We were exposed to a myriad of integrated new math, which overall I believed hurt us more than helped us. We never studied a "subject" per se; in 8th grade we were jumping all over the place and learning a different kind of math every week. </p>
<p>I had some of the worst teachers I've ever had in the math department. My 8th grade math teacher didn't keep her books and told me she didn't have my homework grades for an entire semester and said I had to redo all of it if I couldn't find it, which resulted in me being pulled from my extracurriculars. My freshman and sophomore years I had teachers who lasted one year because students hated them so much. We were learning algebra in geometry, trigonometry in algebra. Overall, it was a real mess.</p>
<p>I'm a very smart person. I love science, I'm very talented in the verbal and reading department, but I am detrimentally unskilled in math. My father is an algebra teacher and is always there for help, but there's only so much he can do for me before he's just doing my homework. I started taking math at my previous college and understood nothing and ultimately failed.</p>
<p>I suffer from "show and tell" syndrome - when somebody teaches me how to do a certain mathematical function, I can do it. When I get back to my dorm room, I just stare at the problem until I'm so frustrated that I cry and open my solutions manual. I don't retain any math. I just had my first algebra test and I studied for hours. I'll be lucky if I got a 60. I actually cried during the exam, haha. These are things I've learned MULTIPLE times, and I just don't logically know the first step (or any of the steps, actually) in solving anything other than basic equations.</p>
<p>What do I do? How can I teach myself to remember the steps to solving problems? This has plagued me for years and tanked my GPA since high school. It's just so, so frustrating. If somebody showed me a paper filled with equations to solve and another full of Greek, I'm almost willing to bet I would be less frustrated by the Greek.</p>
<p>No, I'm not about to be tested for LDs. For once in my life, I need a solution instead of an excuse. </p>
<p>:( Please, suggestions? Nothing sticks with me. My professor is an unforgiving old Pakistani-Indian man and isn't the most elaborate or warm.</p>