<p>I appreciate your reply Redroses. I wish i can finish the last 2 years, i just cant 
Apparently my best bet is to embrace my situation and try to explain why I do want to start over.</p>
<p>Thanks for following this thread Redroses. Any other suggestion or advice will be most helpful and appreciated.</p>
<p>Edit: Reading Aedic’s reply.
Also, im very overwhelmed by how much people are willing to help and give judgment-free advice. Thanks everyone :)</p>