Help me figure out how to deal with this

<p>1- Yes, a US degree is far more valuable than the best degree i can get around here.
2- Im very aware of the job market situation in the US and the difficulties behind getting a work visa. Getting a job in the US is really not one of my priorities right now since I will easily find one in my country if I do have an American degree. Im more interested in academia than getting a job to be honest. And leaving to another country to follow that passion will help me a lot getting into Grad programs afterwards.
3- I chose studying in the US simply because it offers the best Finaid for intl which is something that i depend on.
I can apply for a good community college over, get perfect grades and apply for another transfer if I get rejected. I’ve always been an excellent student, and its a challenge im willing to take.</p>