<p>i'm apparently feeling really negative . . .
i am a hard worker but i have seemed to not do so well. =/
i didnt pass ap bio in 10th grade, nor do i think im going to pass ap us this year. i sorta regret taking a ap hist. class, but i risk too much.
i am a junior btw, and it will be my 4th year in marching band and i will be running for president 2nd year in a row in my senior year. i was also secretary for band in the 10th grade. im very dedicated to music.
um i suffer from pre-OCD and have had anxiety issues particularly inherited from my mother after finding out the death of my father when i was two years old.
since then, ive learned to become a stronger person simply by relying on these issues and moving on.
i hope to write my past in my essay and show how much ive learned.
i hope to take 2 or 3 aps that im sure ill be confident with, but im not sure if colleges will see me as someone who is still willing to strive for challenges or someone who is just wasting time...
im really really bummed right now..i wish someone would help me out..
my aps scores and sat scores may not fufill them, but i hope my IMPROVEMENT in gpa each semester will notify them? will it?? bcuz ive managed to improve and make a difference even with the difficulty of my home and the illness of my mother
i want to make my mother proud.....shes very upset that things arent going as smoothly..
ucla is my dream school....but im starting to have doubts.....
ugh =/</p>
<p>If you can't do well in APs don't take them. You can still get into UCLA without APs.</p>