Hello, I’m an international student who has already accepted an offer from yale for the class of 2020
Last week I received a full scholarship to the best local university to do pre-med( it follows a typical american-style medical program: pre-med, medschool…), and I have only a few days to reply.
I still am not utterly sure I want to do medicine, though it is something I love and am passionate about. I also have a strong study ethic and have no problem with the length/difficulty of the journey.
when I was accepted to Yale, I did my research and found statistics specific to Yale that 80% of international students who do pre-med at Yale do get into medical school, which is a very good chance compared to the 10 percent national acceptance rate of internationals students to do med-schools abroad.
It was a risk I was willing to take, funding would be a problem but if I do get into medschool investing in myself through loans Id pay back eventually didnot seem too big of a deal.
also, pre-med here is 3 years as opposed to 4 as I dont need to do freshman.
Also, i am aware that a huge percentile who go in to college as pre-med end up switching so I didnot really consider very seriously what happens if I find out medicine is my true calling.
Now, after receiving this scholarship, my parents have forbid me to go to Yale if i want to do medicine, as here it is cheaper, shorter in time and guaranteed, and I can do my residency abroad so it would make no difference, a longer route to the same goal. they said if I want to do anything else, I should do it at Yale.
I totally agree with them on that point, but the following points keep me thinking:
-what if I find out I do not want to do medicine during my first or second year at home? A yale education is soooo much better that anything I would get at home, where all courses of study are specific, college is purely “go to class and come back home and study”, and the whole experience is far less mind-opening than a Yale education would be. The opportunities here are less, my personal and academic development would be less, professors are no where as accomplished, research at an undergrad level is unheard of here. If I go to Yale I would be the first in 2 years to represent my country there, and it is totally affordable because of their aid.
it would only be about an 8K difference per year between what Id pay here at home for dorms and living expenses.
I understand that this is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, and for someone from my background and environment, I am very lucky to have been accepted
- if I go to Yale and choose to do something else due to convenience ( and obviously because it appeals to me as well), I do not want to work all my life thinking that I sacrificed what I really want to do for a more engaging, fun and better academic education and undergraduate experience. I do not want to feel regret every time I pass by a hospital or go to a doctor's appointment.
If anyone has any advice or can help me put things in perspective, or if you see any flaws in the argument you can point out, please feel free to do so.
to make things worse, I am currently in a whole month of official exams and always have my thoughts clouded with no time to think. This is a life decision and the first real decision I’ve ever made.
I have been thinking about what I to major in for 2 years now, and because my interests are so diverse and I do well in all subjects at school, I never was able to decide. medicine was always a top consideration though. personally i find it greedy wanting the best of both worlds. I really do not know what to do.
how can I be sure of wanting / not wanting medicine in only a few days?
to those of you who’ve made your decision
what were some decisive factors?