<p>Well...I was a biochemistry major, then changed to a biology major. Now I have no idea :s. I like science, but it doesn't seem like I have a knack for it... I'm not sure what I would have done with my degree. I can't see myself doing research or med school, but I was considering possibly PA school...or law school. I'm really nervous because I don't even know where to begin with solving my disaster of a transcript. I do fine in all my other classes...though those probably aren't as difficult as my science ones. </p>
<p>I just finished up my first semester as a sophomore =s
bio cell - B lab - A-
bio pop - B- lab - B
chem 1 - B lab - A
chem 2 - C+ lab - B+
genentics - C+ lab - B-
org chem 1 - dropped it =s</p>
<p>Overall gpa = about 3.3
Science gpa = probably around a 2.7-2.8...somewhere between a C+ and a B. </p>
<p>I don't know what to do, and reality is catching up...If I should retake chem or genetics...I could try organic chem again next year but I'm afraid the same issues will happen all over again. When matched up with the other courses I took I had trouble handling everything =/. Not to mention we never got anything back in the lab (25% of grade) and the only professor that teaches it is extremely difficult. I could also take organic over the summer...though I have heard that it's frowned upon. Overall, just really really ashamed at how I did this semester. </p>
<p>I could just get a BA or minor in bio since I already have so many credits...and major in something else...</p>
<p>I know I should talk to a counselor instead of the internet but I'm on break right now and won't be back for another few weeks. I could use this time to figure out a plan...We have a winter term so I go back early in January.</p>
<p>Any feedback would be greatly appreciated...feeling really depressed =/. The damage could be repaired but I'm just scared about having the ability to push through it in the future. It's easy to <em>say</em> get A's in the science classes....doing it is something else, especially in small classes that aim for C averages. Plus, I'd love to say I'm going to get A's in the rest of my classes, but I'm trying to be realistic.</p>
<p>On top of that, I'm in a special godforsaken scholarship deal...it's fairly good money but it means I'm in an honors program that requires special seminar classes and a thesis in my junior/senior year. I'm already struggling as it is...then add a two year thesis on top of that =-/ great. I dropped organic because it looked like I was headed for a C...and that would've terminated my scholarship or put me on probation. Looking back, it might have been a stupid decision but =s. At the time it seemed like the right thing to do. I'd rather not go an extra year because the scholarship won't cover that. </p>
<p>I'd like to be proactive, and I don't mind if the next two and a half years of my life are absolute hell while making up for mistakes, etc.. I can deal with that...but I don't know what to do =s. My science gpa is in the toilet right now =s. I have no idea what else to major in. I liked science because 1) it's interesting 2) easier to get a job compared with majors in the humanities (seems that way...) 3) applicable to many professional schools. The problem is I can't seem to handle it >_<. As much as I do care about being educated and studying what I love, etc. etc. etc. I would very much like a job with an okay salary...(note: not planning on going into research or going to graduate school for phD lol, not at all)</p>
<p>Sorry if I'm rambling/going in circles/making a major grammatical mess....just soooo upset right now lol. Feeling extremely trapped and overwhelmed. </p>
<p>Next semester I'm in three science classes in addition to anatomy w/ lab which doesn't count for bio major. I can't even remember what my other class was...</p>
<p>I'm in a bad position where I have too many bio credits already to just back out without looking back =s. </p>
<p>Ok, I'm done now - for real lol. Many thanks in advance!!</p>