<p>I started college by going to a local community college. I started off reasonably strong, it wasn't difficult. Though, I could have done better if I had studied. It is noticeably more important than in high school. </p>
<p>The last two weeks though... I just stopped going to most of my classes. I accidentally slept in late once and missed the class... and after that I just apparently fell off the side of the world academically. </p>
<p>I'm now suddenly frightened. The consequences of my actions are starting to seem tangible as the end of the semester looms. It is quite possible that most of my grades will be D's and C's. That is a horrific thought for me - my grades in school have always been 87-95 with usually one or two below and/or above that. Before this started happening, I was expecting roughly that from college. I'm not entirely sure now though - I "awoke" in fear in time to be able to finish some major work. The grades will be dependent on how severely they punish me for turning it in late or whether they'll even accept it.</p>
<p>First of all, I'm afraid of the thought that the school won't accept me back next semester because of my quite likely abysmal GPA and the economic hardship I suspect they're facing. If I remember correctly, I think they mailed something where they said people below a certain GPA will not be accepted back next semester because of economic circumstances. I'm also afraid of the thought that Pell Grant won't be there for me to help me retake the classes. This is dreadful - I absolutely can do the work successfully, as long as I don't ignore my responsibilities again.</p>
<p>Before, my plan involved considering joining the military after I got a degree. To see the world, serve my country, get some life experience, and so forth. But, honestly, with that option seemingly brought closer by my stupidity, I have to admit that I don't think I'm the most qualified to do that, lol - poor eye sight, out of shape, seemingly monorchic, not even any job experience, etc.</p>
<p>I'm frightened. The thought of possibly being out of college for at least a semester with a poor GPA, having no job, admitting my stupidity to my strict father, no financial aid to retake the classes, etc... all in this economic climate. This all is only my first semester.</p>
<p>Please clear up some of my confusion! Specifically, Fell Grant and repeat courses, likelihood that they can reject me after only 1 semester, etc. At least offer some advice. :(</p>