High school's low-esteem

<p>Alright, my problem is that I'm sick of everybody who is hating on me everyday for no reason in school, especially girls. I got into stupid argument with two twin sisters over the Summer and they have an A average in my school. I'm so sick of my relationship with other people because they make me feel less important and they don't answer me back. I have a really good friend named Harman and I know two girls who are friendly to me and they say they love him , but they never love me. Yeah, I feel like **** right now, yet jealous(my friend who helped me told me that word in my feeling). It makes me sick that I have to know who are my friends and enemies in school. Just because you love someone else and you think they're amazing or awesome does not mean you should try to express it so that it puts other people down into lower tiers. High school is not sociable, it's about hierarchy -- who is better than who. At last, not only that, it's about having people blocking you on facebook and cursing at you for no reason, not answering you back on comments and statuses.</p>

<p>Thank goodness, college is on the way after this year. Anybody want to help me out?
My grades arent good enough to get me into competitive schools and I ****ing plan on transferring already.
My SAT US History test is coming up this Saturday, damn.</p>

<p>It is really nothing to be jealous about if two twin girls say they love your friend. Chances are if they’re saying it together and in public they don’t really love love him. It is not an insult to you.</p>

<p>That’s not what I mean. I got into a stupid argument with them over the Summer on facebook just because I commented on one of the sister just cause I got happy that Harman got a puppy. I tried to stop the argument with her and say sorry to her, and she and her sister still insist on hating me and don’t want to be friends with me.</p>

<p>On the other side, I have a group of friends where there are Him, My friend who’s a girl, and Me. There’s three of us. And the girl and another girl that we all know, loves him more than me just because I cannot be compared higher than him.</p>

<p>Okayyy…umm. I don’t quite get how the argument happened. Puppies? What?! haha</p>

<p>Don’t put yourself down. A girl’s friendship ain’t worth nothing anyways ; ) At least not 80% percent of the time. </p>

<p>How do you know that they “love” him more than they love you? And it shouldn’t bother you too much. You said yourself that Harman is a really good friend. Stick with him. It’s understandable that you would get jealous, but don’t stress over this.</p>

<p>:/… I don’t get what the argument was about. you need to get straight to the point when you explain things.</p>

<p>I am CONFUSED.</p>

<p>^^^me to…I really sat here and read the OP 3 times =/
Umm…i think i can safely say to not be afraid to cut off people. The girls who you got in an argument with may not want to be your friend, therefore they are not beneficial to ur life in anyway…so who needs them??</p>

<p>I don’t get a damn of what you are saying but all I can tell you (from what I infer) is to get more confident and not give a **** about what people think about you.</p>

<p>If you must, and this is not always good, think about it this way… If someone thinks bad about you, what makes you want to care? Right?</p>

<p>Do you guys know what also sucks about life in high school at this point, even as a senior?</p>

<p>People block you on facebook.
A guy was sitting next to a girl that I like, in health class.
****ing college admission boards expect students to take 5 damn SATs to get into college. It’s irritating! </p>

<p>I don’t know how much more I can take.</p>

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<li><p>Why would they block you on facebook? (Are you excessive? Do you comment/post/update statuses a lot?) And if they even thought twice about blocking you, they’re not worth being facebook “friends” with anyways.</p></li>
<li><p>Okay. Umm. I don’t know what to say to that one. Dude, just sit next to her if it bothers you. </p></li>
<li><p>You really only have to take 1 legit SAT.</p></li>
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<p>Calmmm down :] You’re almost done with high school and you can leave all this drama behind you. Just wait it out a couple more months. Don’t let things get to you.</p>

<p>^ Apoligizing to people who blocked you doesn’t really work most of the time. Some say when I get home, I’ll unblock you, but they’re liars.</p>