How bad is my messed up transcript for my admissions chances?

<p>9th Grade was hell. While I admit that a lot of it was my fault, the school is arguably responsible as well. For example, I took biology in the first term and got a 60-something(which was actually in the top 25% of the class…). I dropped the subject in the next term. The school averaged the 60-something with a zero to give me a 30-something U.
There were other incidents which contributed to this mess, but I just dont feel like talking about them. I just wanna die.</p>