<p>I think you probably could benefit from a school that provides support for autistic students. I agree with Thumper above that you are not being realistic. I also see that you are very impatient, as evidenced by your frequent bumps of this thread at intervals of as small as 9 minutes. </p>
<p>Work on your grades and SAT scores, then please choose a school closer to home. You do not seem emotionally ready to go so far away.</p>