How do I go outside?

Pre-College Issues High School Life
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be me, 3rd grade, move to new school, trouble fitting in
sit at some random table during lunch to eat food while ignoring what others say around me
table eventually has no space, so i sit elsewhere
sit by random table with no one else on it and eat my lunch
some random female comes up to my table and tries to be a friend
confused what she is doing
think nothing of it; just waiting until i can get out to play
come 6th grade and my mom tells me to make friends
sit next to random group of 3 others somehow (make first friends in my life)
come 7th grade, school is split into two different lunches, rest of the 3 friends enter the other lunch
sit in the middle of some random group to eat my lunch (like 3rd grade) and then go to library as soon as I can
high school comes, pattern since 7th grade continues (i.e. sit in middle of random group to quickly eat lunch and then go to library
except becomes more dreadful because entire school PDAs every minute of the day
continue sitting quietly and doing what i’m supposed to do
12th grade, decide to just skip eating and go home
mfw i look back and see all the fun everyone else had while i just made the years go by

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I think many people here on CC are like this, not a majority but there is a large amount. You should try being friends with other people like you in your lunchroom. However, you’re a senior, but I heard making friends in college is easier than in high school.
I just replied to this so that someone else will click this and respond. I’m a bit dazed right now, just got off a bus with no air conditioning…

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For starters, how about not calling women females?
And this is not 4chan btw.

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“try being friends” do you know who you’re talking to

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Broooooooo… that was literally me in 7th grade. Lol I used to race my friends to see who got to the library first!! I feel you man. Hang in there.

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Then you should try to look more approachable although most times friends don’t come to you, you have to make the first move. I’m surprised no one has said go to a therapist yet.