<p>How does everyone do it? I see some people who are so smart, don't you ever get lazy studying? Isn't it hard studying by yourself? Some things are too hard to learn by yourself. I don't know, I always get lazy. I ask myself is it worth it? I try to study hard but then I still don't get really far. </p>
<p>I think the reason I am lazy is because I'm so smart. Why bother self studying for Calc BC months before the test? I have plenty of time a few weeks before! </p>
<p>then, I had only a couple weeks of extreme pain, rather than something poking me in the side all year....</p>
<p>The thought of getting into a good college keeps me going. Not necessarily ivy league or anything, just a school that I would be happy at....and I don't think that I would be happy at one of Missouri's state schools--too many people!!</p>
<p>Pressure keeps me going---mainly from myself.
I don't want to have any regrets about anything in the future when I could have prevented it by just doing my best to keep all my options open.</p>