<p>^haha real and negative.</p>
<p>does your friend complete you? has she integrated herself into your life? is your love for her open and unbounded? little wonder her death would leave a residue upon your heart. maybe if you had her join a group she could find her identity and live harmonically.</p>
<p>but you must also differentiate between real and imaginary, or else your life will become much more complex, and you might even become irrational. QED</p>