<p>Hello, i am new to this web.</p>
<p>First ofall, i'll introduce myself briefly and short.(well long)</p>
<p>I really wish that u'd read all this b4 answering my question but if u'd just like to
answer my quesions please scroll this down please...</p>
<p>I was born in Korean and came to CA when i was in sixth grade.</p>
<p>I honestly never kept myself in studying type and didn't have that much interest rather than playing around. Then my father had passed away when i was in freshmen and that is when i reopened my eyes to tear myself down to start studying again.</p>
<p>I always thought that i'd be in safe zone... if i would've not moved to other city, which i despised so much. I loved to live in my old city and always had that big library that i could go to make sure im using my time efficiently.</p>
<p>Now i moved to new place and realized that i was never someone who could motivate myself to work very hard, becuz i lost everything during summer break b4 going to new school.</p>
<p>I couldn't focus, concentrate, stop myself from getting distracted.</p>
<p>As these things went on... it just corrupted me.</p>
<p>I know this makes no sense to some people.. but grade's been WHAT made me who i am.. as a student. Well yeah obvsiously grade ISN"T every **** u need in your life but... losing my confidence in 1 and half years of being in new school, new city, and new environment, and new corrupted self... totally hurts me all the time.</p>
<p>I tried everything to fix my bad habit during my sophomore year (Summer) with computer and everything and I APPARNTLY thought i fixed it,, but as junior year started again.. i messed it up and blew things up again..</p>
<p>I am sorry for all this long thread but if u'd like to just asnwer my Question here it is:</p>
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<li><p>In my freshmen year of old school, in first semester b4 my father passed away i took 2 honor classes and had 3 Cs and 1 D.
I was able to make it up to 1 B+ and straight A;s... then in 2nd sem : straight A's</p></li>
<li><p>in my sophomore year of new school.. as i started to get distracted so much my grade turned out to be lots of Bs some As and 1 C.</p></li>
<li><p>As currently i am Junior.
I am taking Physio Honors/IB
Chem Honors
AP US
AP ENglish
PE
Precal Regular.</p></li>
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<p>I think that my 1st sem grade for junior will turn out to be A's from Physio H and preacal Regular...</p>
<p>rest all B's or B +s...</p>
<p>This is what i could get from screwing myself from firsrt 6 weeks of jr year...</p>
<p>IF I COULD EVER MAKE THIS ALL UP... all this stupid expericnes from sophomore year until the 1st sem of Jr year... AT THE END OF 2nd semester with striaght A's with all these challenging classes...</p>
<p>I just need to know.. will i ever get chances to be in colleges that i'd like to go.?
for example UC SD and other colleges..</p>
<p>Please i need to know. I need to start out fresh. Please write me some replies.
Thank you. Hope everyone of the hardworking students to have happy holiday.</p>