<p>I can't believe that right now, somewhere between chicago and minneapolis, there is an envelope with my name on it, the contents of which may change the rest of my life. whoa.</p>
<p>after getting rej'd by cornell...my brain is playing tricks on me. i know i spent an unbelievable amount of time planning, thinking and visiting chicago and my stats are enough..it's just..now i'm totally doubting myself. if i get in, i swear i will make the mailman a snack to eat on his trip and i will run through my street naked and take pictures to post! ahhhhh</p>
<p>oh wow, brooke_u that was exactly what i was thinking when i found out they mailed them today. except you'll probably have yours (and be clutching it in joy hopefully :)) by tomorrow and i'll get mine saturday at the earliest. i swear i'm going to throw up before i open the mailbox on the day of reckoning. i've never been so scared in my life :(</p>