<p>OK I’m kinda stressed out now. Every scholarship that I’ve come across is seemed to be made to get around me. For example, in the Hispanic section, there was a link to scholarships for Hispanic students, and finally I found something, yay for Ohio students, oh wait… only for Guyaga county or whatever it’s called. That’s ridiculous, why can’t people from Warren county apply for that? And many other things are for STEM careers only or for things that just don’t fit me.</p>
<p>I don’t know how to describe my stress. I feel so tense right now. Sometimes I just think that running fast in cross country is the only option, then I will probably get a scholarship (I’ll be lucky to get one the first year if I go to GV.) But I don’t want to be that negative. Even if I go to the University of Cincinnati or Bowling Green I will still have money problems. And for outstanding community service scholarships, I’m in National Spanish Honor Society and we just have to do 10 hours within the Hispanic community, but I feel that isn’t enough or that it wouldn’t count. Geez do I have to volunteer at the hospital and pretend to like it? I may be doing community service but is it even OK to do it just because for scholarships?</p>
<p>Sorry for being angry, but I’m kinda scared and frustrated right now. I guess I’m becoming an adult right now.</p>