I don't know what to do anymore?

I mean I have two threads on here that are active, but neither have gotten me anywhere and instead I feel like both are going in circles. On top of that, I should be looking for a summer job/internship soon (i.e. Within the next month or so, preferably ASAP) but I don’t know where to start, my school’s counseling center doesn’t want me anymore (they prefer to defer me elsewhere) and I have to soon start thinking about what I want to write about for my Honors Thesis (and make sure my GPA doesn’t fall below a 3.4-3.5). I honestly feel bad for creating this thread. Since I already have a couple, but I think they’re longs enough. In fact, I sort of feel bad for posting here and making you all miserable in the first place.

The counseling centers are usually funded by the school through your AS fees. They can’t deny services to you unless you’ve done something illicit.

Community Clinics also have counseling services. @MaineLonghorn had previously referred you for counseling services.
You don’t sound mentally ready to continue your education. Get your mental health in order. Take a semester off and get some established counseling.

I have already tried counseling last semester. They want to defer me because I could not connect with one of the counselors and I ended up severing ties with her.

Then find another counselor at a local community clinic.

My town doesn’t have a community clinic.

Then you need to go back to the school, or contact your state office and find your regional medicaid representative to get the names of the closest professionals in your area that will take on a student case. I work with Mental Health professionals EVERY day.

This is plausible.
If you are fighting this, then it is really not a priority for you. No one can help you if you don’t help yourself first.

My family has been looking at outside sources that deal with ASD.

OP, you HAVE to get help. I am closing this thread because it’s not fair to posters to spend their time giving you advice when you don’t want to take it.