There are huge pros and cons for continuing Spanish:
Pros (why I should keep it):
- It has gotten me into 2 honors societies and if I quit I will be kicked out of both of them (those are my only honors societies I will probably ever get into)
- Every year I am placed into honors and get over 100% each time (I have been doing it for 3 years)
- I MAAAAAAY want to pursue med-school
- I am very passionate about world languages
- I am well on a track to completely AP Spanish with a high grade
Cons (why I should drop it):
- I don’t like the language. I am not passionate about it at all and I hate speaking it in public (which I have to do pretty often in my community)
- My dream is to move to Japan, and Spanish classes simply take time away from when I could be studying a language I love vastly more: Japanese (I hope to eventually self-study AP Japanese on my own, although the grade might not be as high as if I took AP Spanish with a class) ((although if I take med-school than Spanish would be vastly superior))
- If I drop Spanish, I will have room in my Spanish to continue one of my favorite classes: Filmmaking
- I could not care less about Hispanic culture, which is like 25% of the class. I don't have any interest in moving to a Spanish-speaking country
- It gives me a lot of stress because it reminds me of the fact that I should have taken Chinese because I am very interested in East Asia and have a lot of Asian friends. Life is too short to pursue something that I do not enjoy
TL;DR: I hate Spanish but it drastically boosts my college-app as I am really good at it. I want to get into a good college but I am also stressed out about the fact that I am literally going to have to take it for a total of 5 years (but I only have 2 left).