<p>I will be an incoming freshman at a school ranked 30~40.
I entered this school particularly because I could get a full ride.</p>
<p>My original plan was to be a premed student. The school's name really didnt matter at all as a premed student because of med school, but now it's a different story because im not going to pursue medicine anymore. I want to transfer to a better program ex. upenn, cornell, brown, etc</p>
<p>My highschool record is mediocre in regards to top college's stats. My grades were about half 60% As and 40% Bs and 2050 SAT I score with about 3~4 700+ SATII scores and 6 APs.</p>
<p>My original plan was to start out all fresh and new. I wanted to forget all the bad memories about high school and start college life as a new person and student.</p>
<p>The reason why I think im hopeless is because of my immature mistakes throughout highschool.
Compared to other people, my GPA and SAT score trends are very abnormal, mostly because I tried hard sometimes and sometimes I slacked out and didnt try at all.
One of the many examples: my SAT I math score trend goes from 800 to 680 to 780.
I had many up and downs in GPAs as well. My freshman GPA good, sophomore bad, junior good, senior bad.</p>
<p>This trend is so obvious that even a 7 year old kid would notice it if he/she looked at my transcript and reports. I believe I have matured enough now and I wont make such silly mistakes anymore, but I'm really afraid that even if I pull out a 4.0 as a freshman in college, admission officers will think it's another one of those up and down trend. What should I do :(</p>