<p>honestly, i don't want tomorrow to come..
everyone seems impatient to get their answer, and i was too, even few days ago...but now, the feeling of rejection is really setting in...and i don't want my answer because I don't want to have that horrible gut-wrenching feeling...i don't want tomorrow to come...i wish i never applied to Columbia...</p>
<p>I am going to take some "meds" tonight to make me fall asleap... otherwise, I will stay awake all day. I have waited all my life for this day, and its finally here!</p>
<p>yeah...i can't believe it has finally come....i can't believe my apocalypse is less than a day away...</p>
<p>i am just going to open it. and see. and it will be fine.</p>
<p>insntynonchalan... congrats, you are now a member!</p>
<p>I'm still a new member.</p>
<p>well, after 19 hours none of these will matter anyway.</p>
<p>tears won't even come out.....i'll be...just...numb....and few minutes lalter, i'll feel really depressed and tired...like, i'm a old woman with nothing accomplished in her life..then, i'll probably come to this site..and after reading few posts by who got accepted, i'll say congradulations, and that i didn't make it...then, i'll feel even more tired then try to go to sleep...but i won't be able to. i'll get up and fill out applications to other schools and say to myself, "hopefully i'll get into NYU...i'm not gonna get rejected by NYU..or am I?" then i'll start feeling really horrible and hopeless...and i won't be able to do my homework....</p>
<p>hopeless is the f**king worst state a man can ever be in.</p>
<p>that kinda describes me</p>
<p>I'm sure everyone will be laughing and jumping so hard tomorrow (after opening the email)~~~~
Good luck to all!</p>
<p>yes!!! score! membership...</p>
<p>Sigh.</p>
<p>I hope I hope I hope.</p>
<p>I don't want to be let down. Ever. Please. </p>
<p>I'm starting to dread it but I want it to be over with right now.</p>
<p>jskim... i wouldn't feel too depressed, i'm pretty sure if u don't get into columbia, u'll get into nyu, and if u want to go as bad as it seems, i'm sure ur essays will show it, just have faith that the adcoms make the right decision :)</p>
<p>god bless you, bibibearbubu102</p>
<p>you have a good soul.</p>
<p>ughh. i cant even imagine what i'd do if i get the scarlet letter. urrghhh.</p>
<p>all anxiety and no admittance make julie a dull girl. :(</p>
<p>hey! my good friend is applying ed to columbia (i applied ed to dartmouth, by the way) so I just want to wish everyone luck!</p>
<p>tank you...</p>
<p>cum on everyone... cheer up ;)</p>
<p>i'm almost done with my government paper....hehe feeling a little better now..</p>
<p>blahhh.. i woke up this morning with hugggeeee stomach cramps.. and they've been persisting throughout the whole day...</p>
<p>columbias gonna kill meee</p>
<p>i really neeed to get in!!!!</p>
<p>fcdjauwei ahhhhhhhhhhhh</p>