<p>That was me at 18-- but by 19 literally everything had changed. It’s amazing how quickly, especially at our age, things can completely change. Most of these things are within your control, you just have to take control and make them happen. The rest you just have to keep trying and wait for it to happen. I would really recommend counseling to help you deal with these things. You can handle remedying these issues yourself, you have the ability to do this, but it may help to have somebody else on your team to support you.</p>