<p>But, I feel kind of out of it. It's hard for me to get into doing things where I feel like I'm having a good time. I'm meeting a lot of new people in college, and it's great, and I'm much better off than I was last semester. I enjoy my classes more and I'm in more activities and I don't have too much time to spare, which is good, I like being busy. But then at the end of the day, I'm kind of tired, kind of apathetic, the cycle repeats itself. I kind of miss home, but not really, if I could go home now, I wouldn't because I'd be so bored. I kind of miss my friends from home, but I'm really starting to like a lot of my friends here, yet sometimes I feel apathetic towards them, like i don't want to see them all the time. I'm scared of starting to have midterms and all these stressful academic things because it's a neverending cycle of stress and horribleness. I'm starting to enjoy college but for some reason I'm falling into some kind of slump.</p>
<p>Is there like a college slump or something? Am I crazy? Do I just think I'm enjoying college but I'm really not? I probably should go exercise and get those endorphins running or something!</p>
<p>You don't have to want to spend all your time with your friends. I don't spend all my time with my friends; we'd get on each other's nerves too much for that. You have to have some alone time and all. It's okay to miss your old friends but still enjoy being with new ones.</p>
<p>I agree with AU on the friends point. I know how you feel-- the majority of my friends feel the need to be with each other 24/7. I like to have friends around occasionally, but I also like my alone time. There's nothing wrong with that at all; it's just two different ways of thinking.</p>
<p>You have to enjoy doing SOMETHING. Try to figure out what that is and make time to do more of it. If it's an activity you're involved in, see if you can take a leadership role in it. If it's a class, talk to your professor about your interest and see if he can help you find some background reading to check out. Maybe you can't think of anything right now that would interest you, but try to figure it out.</p>
<p>Don't worry about being tired and apathetic at the end of the day, because college days can be long and that's completely normal. But if you try to get more involved in things you're really interested in, you'll look forward to doing them the next day. (Sounds lame, but I know if I have a good book to read or a sorority function to plan, I really look forward to waking up so I can get things done and work on that stuff.)</p>
<p>Lol, of course not obsess over too much or else my grades will go down the drain.</p>
<p>I like the idea of having things to look forward to when you wake up every day. I do have some things I look forward to but it always feels like it never comes soon enough or when it does come it passes by so fast and I'm still the same as before. I'm not sure what I expect though. I'm probabbly too wound up and should loosen up.</p>
<p>Try something new in your spare time that isn't related to friends or school (not drugs, haha). Read a book, go to the gym, join a club, learn an instrument, whatever.</p>