<p>I am a junior in high school. I have given up on admissions into an engineering program. Why? Because the odds have conquered me.</p>
<p>1) I never took an honors/advanced science or math class before.
Why? Because I did not score high enough in math on my placement exam to the junior/senior high I am attending now. I started out in regular math/science and have to stay there. Also, students on the regular math/science track don't have honors course options.
For example, 11th grade advanced students have the opportunity to take Calculus Honors or Regular PreCalculus and Honors Physics or AP Physics B. 11th Grade regular students only have the option of Regular Chemistry or Regular Algebra II/Trigonometry. </p>
<p>** No freakin' engineering program would ever accept a student with no honors/advanced math and science unless you attend a math/science gifted school or a school like Phillip Andover. I don't attend either of those types.**</p>
<p>2) I can't prove to colleges I am decent in math and science with my test scores.
I got a 540 CR, 580 M, 610 W, 10 E on my SAT.
I got a 24 E, 25 M, 23 R, and 23 S on my ACT.
I'm attempting the SAT II Math Level 1 and SAT II Chem next week, but what makes me think that I am going to ace those?</p>
<p>Yeah, I can barely get into a good college as a humanities major. What makes me think I can get into a college as an engineering major in an ABET accredited program?</p>
<p>3) My parents don't want me to attend a college far away from home.
So they only ABET accredited engineering programs near my place is at RIT, U of R, SUNY Buffalo, SUNY Binghamton, Syracuse...yeah I can't get into those schools as a humanities major say as an engineering major.</p>
<p>4) I can't afford to take extra math or science classes online pr at community college so don't suggest that.</p>
<p>Say some miracle happened and I did get into an engineering or even a science program, I would fail out anyways, but I just am not prepared for it. But I'm not ready to face reality that I am too dumb to become an engineer and enter into a humanities program. Or maybe I can in but since all of the engineering majors at my school are all advanced math/science kids who have scored at least a 700+ on SAT Math so I expect myself to be so too? I don't know. I'm stressed out and feel like crying.</p>