<p>It is the fourth marking period and I have basically completely shut down. Well, it's not exactly like senioritis because I still do care about my grades, just not as much. I still hand in my homework and study for tests and quizzes, but don't put as much effort into it anymore. I've basically lost all motivation in school even though I'm still getting decent grades and will continue to do so until the end. </p>
<p>Main fact is -- I hate studying. Hate it. And I suck at studying too. I have no clue how I made it to junior year with such awful study skills. This is what I do, I read the book, read online notes and that's it. And yet I still remember it. But studying is so boring, and I can't stand it. The material I learn no longer interests me and I don't feel any obligation to learn school related material anymore. </p>
<p>I just want to finish high school ASAP. It's getting so boring, everything is getting so boring. I can't wait till college when I can finally begin taking courses in topics that interest me, like psychology. </p>
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