<p>I hate where I live with a passion and school is starting soon! My plan was to get a summer job so I could have enough to afford an apartment and sadly I did not get a job untill today! First I was thinking just suck it up for another semester since I have a job now but I just can't! :sighs:</p>
<p>Sorry for the rant but everything just hit me when I got the call that I got a job for some reason. People think South Florida is paradise but for me its hell.</p>
<p>I open my eyes
I try to see but Im blinded by the white light
I cant remember how
I cant remember why
Im lying here tonight</p>
<p>And I cant stand the pain
And I cant make it go away
No I cant stand the pain</p>
<p>How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me</p>
<p>Everybodys screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
Im slipping off the edge
Im hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again</p>
<p>So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I cant explain what happened
And I cant erase the things that Ive done
No I cant</p>
<p>How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me</p>
<p>I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me</p>