<p>Bro, I know exactly what’s going through your head right now. I’m about to be a sophomore in college as well, and I am faced with the exact same problem you probably are right now. I don’t know about you, but I’m at a community college right now. I need to transfer to a four year university next year, so to do that I need to begin applying to colleges right now. PROBLEM: colleges want you to know what your major is by this point, especially those colleges that you are transferring to.</p>
<p>So I’m trying to force myself into a decision as well. I totally agree, it is extremely hard to find what you’re interested in. At first I thought I wanted to be an English major, as I did extremely well in my English 101 class. I reached English 250 (brit lit) and I hated English all of a sudden. I learned from that experience not to be fooled by a single introductory class that seems like fun. I learned I need to dig deeper into whatever field I was considering - find out what I can or can’t do in that field. </p>
<p>One of my biggest problems is thinking about money. For me, I love photography. However, I know a huge amount of people that try to do photography for a living end up shooting weddings and portraits to make ends meat. I HATE shooting weddings and portraits. I want to shoot scenery, human interest photos, sort of like a photojournalist for the national geographic. </p>
<p>So ya, we have this problem between thinking about what we really love doing, what we might or might not be GOOD at, and what we can make money at. </p>
<p>I know loving what you do is probably the most important thing. The only problem is whether or not doing what you love for a living is doable. </p>
<p>I also hear your feelings about how there is something better for you out there. If you have that feeling, I’d say DON’T GO WITH HISTORY. If you feel like that about history, it probably isn’t right for you. What is, however? Can you see yourself as a professional gamer 20 years in the future? Do they make enough money for you to be content with? What are your plans as far as a family and/or children go?</p>
<p>Maybe there is a major that you can merge with gaming. As in, something that will complement it. For me, I discovered Anthropology through a recent class, and found it was the perfect major for me. It is very concerned with human interest, it places a huge emphasis on ‘field work’ and I realized that it would be a perfect outlet for me to use my skills in photography on. In addition to that, I could add little skills on there, like med school, etc, later if I wanted. </p>
<p>I realized that though I love photography, I would not be fulfilled in life just shooting photos randomly, without purpose. I needed to determine what I wanted to accomplish with my photography. </p>
<p>Ok dude, I’m sorry this is turning out to be so long. Basically, I think you have to be careful about how you think about what you ‘love.’ I love gaming as well. I play counter-strike source, team fortress 2, fallout 3, call of duty (both of the good ones), Empire total war, and left 4 dead regularly (my fave games). I think that you want to make something of yourself, correct?As in, you would like to make a difference in the world? </p>
<p>My mistake was confusing what is fun and easy with what my passion could be. After a lot of soul searching, I realized that I would always love photography more than math, science, etc. because it was easy for me. Next, I realized that I had to begin thinking about what I wanted to accomplish with my life. Next, after that, you have to realize that anything worth accomplishing will take work, but that work is worth it. Sure I could be a photographer for fun, and just sell my photos on the streets of venice, but that wouldn’t accomplish my broader goals in life. </p>
<p>So identify a broader goal in life - helping others, advancing society in some way (medically, etc.), and then you can try to decide what major can help you accomplish that. Of course you’ll pick the major that you believe suits you best, and that you like the most. Just remember to keep reminding yourself why you are working hard. </p>
<p>Try not to confuse an easy major with one that you have a passion for, just because it is easy. Hard work is really worth it, if it is done to accomplish a loftier goal that you hold dear.</p>