<p>My friend was in a similar situation last year. She only applied to UC Merced, ucla, UCdavis, and Berkeley. He only got into UC Merced which was a school she only applied to as a back up and didn’t even want to go to. She beat herself up about it. She went in think I’m going to transfer out of UC Merced as soon as I can. After talking to her after being tthere three months she told me it wasn’t so bad and she was reluctant to admit she actually like it there. Hope this helps</p>