<p>you know, the feeling for some reason you belong, and the feeling you may never find it again at your new school? </p>
<p>^ first of all, you MIGHT disagree, BUT I MENTIONED BELONGING FIRST TO YOU (well you brought up the topic, but IIIII mentioned the word itself. rawr.)
HAHA. if you didn't laugh at that, you're too tense.
but think of the times where you felt there was something more to this. think of when you had sleepover or something and you and your friends were getting all crazy and random but it was deep and amazing for some reason that you're not sure of. and when you woke up, you thought, damnit, i want another night. of course boarding school won't be as thrilling each night as those sleepovers (because it was also because of the rarity that of the many nights you were alone in your house, you're spending this one with your friends) but it has that idea. ugh. hard to explain. im having problems with this q too.</p>
<p>all the fun exciting times you tht your current school couldn't offer, won't be able to experience again? </p>
<p>^i will certainly miss the idea of being at my school. there are LOTS of inside jokes, and just things that you can't do in any other school in any other place or time. you just CAN'T. but when it comes to fun exciting times, nah. as long as i'm in a dorm with people i like, fun and exciting can't get any better ;)</p>
<p>help me here.. i'm even having graduation nostalgia already and im a freshman. </p>
<p>^i don't. i would miss the early decision hysteria though. that was funnnn.</p>
<p>the questions keeping popping out; will i have the same close friends there? </p>
<p>^ they won't be the same, because that would be creepy. but you'll have close friends. that's what people do when they live with each other. eventually, they bond.</p>
<p>will i have no longer a social life?</p>
<p>^ you won't have a social life. UGH. i mean like what do you think? god. i think people believe you can actually GET a social life in boarding school. well you CAN'T. everybody in boarding school is a loner and does nothing but homework allllll day and night. yeah. RIGHT.</p>
<p>will the homework load be overwhelming? </p>
<p>^ compared to your school, it won't be as hard as say, a random public school. it will be tedious, at times difficult, on rare occasions, worthy of multiple breakdowns. but it'll suffice.</p>
<p>will all the kids be too competitive?</p>
<p>^ no. some schools are hardly competitive in the sense that everybody is an overachiever. </p>
<p>sometimes i just want to get the hell out of here (ignorant, stupid, obscure, obnoxious kids and unfair faculty+ lack of facilities for me), but for some reason i contemplate about how much i'll miss... help me get out of this serious case of nostalgia</p>
<p>^ word.</p>