<p>Hey all, really long post, but I need answers. Thanks!</p>
<p>I like Theatre and it has always been a dream of mine to be an actor in movies. Sort of like the next Jackie Chan, but me.</p>
<p>I also like Chemistry. I took an AP Chemistry class last year and although I didn't do so well on the end of the yr exam, I fell in love with the experience.</p>
<p>could never major in math
never in history
probably not in English</p>
<p>The reason why I like acting is because it helps put myself out there. I'm more of an introverted shyish-like person and so with acting, I force myself out there, outside of my comfort zone. Great believer of taking risks. Every time there's one, I try to take it. I also face an obstacle with stuttering a bit, and I did a play recently and found that stuttering is beatable for I did not stutter one word on the night of performance. Acting provides me with the chance to overcome that stuttering because it toughens up my comfort shell.</p>
<p>I don't know exactly what I want to do with my life. Parents support the idea of Pharmacist but decline acting. I really really really enjoy acting... it's amazing, but I'm not sure if I want to do it all my life, or at least picture myself doing it all my life as a career.</p>
<p>I'm a senior in high school now. Over the summer I took part in a Conservatory training for actors and had a super huge amazing experience. That was my first ever experience with acting and it was great. Worked on Shakespearean dialect, scenes, vocal exercises, movement and such...</p>
<p>I've applied to UCLA, UCBerkley, UCRiverside, UCDavis, Chapman University, but as a major through Psychology (just used psychology because it was the least impacted, and figured I faced a better chance getting into the schools... and later into the program).</p>
<p>It seems like all the students from the Conservatory know that they want to pursue acting for sure as a career. The senior students that I know have applied to the schools focusing mainly on Performing Arts (BFA). </p>
<p>I kind of feel like I'm left out. I don't know whether I should go to a performing Arts school or one that just offers a BA. I only applied to schools with like BA programs... cause am afraid if I do BFA I may quit and have no fall back plan.</p>
<p>I am in this Theatre Honors program for my school and one of the actors was telling me, "Go ahead and do a double major. Major in Theatre, and Major in Chemistry. It's good for an actor to be well rounded." </p>
<p>So yeh, those are my thoughts. I am in a cross about what to do with my life. </p>
<p>I sort of find it difficult to be my true self, but I am slowly putting myself out there and not being afraid of others judgement. :) One teacher from Conservatory said that actors should have a life outside of acting - which means a happy person. I have trouble being a happy person. Not depressed or anything, but if you asked me if I was a happy person, I'd say no, I'm just alright. How can I make it better? </p>
<p>Thanks in advance!</p>