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how much does your work feel like doing math homework? ...and I really love physics homework (well... to the extent that one can love homework).
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<p>I know what you mean. Sometimes I get a little tired of what I'm doing, when I design joists for four or five days in a row, all day long. In that sort of case, it's like math homework, in that "I understand what I'm doing and can I just move on now please" sense... But at the same time, there's a bigger purpose in mind in the real world. The purpose is not that I have to understand it and then that there's eventually a point at which I'm like, okay, I get it, but I have to do all these stupid assigned math problems still and it's just annoying now... When I'm doing this in practice, it's that I have to design all the joists for this building. It's easier to get it done when there's a purpose, or a set goal, in mind. I can highlight each joist I design and look at my progress, and know that each one of these joists is going to be actually used in construction. It's mentally draining, to a certain degree, and there's a point at which I'm like, jeez, I get it already... But the ultimate purpose isn't for me to get it. The ultimate purpose is, in the case of what I'm working on right now, to give doctors a place to help women with high-risk pregnancies carry their babies safely to term. Speaking as a person who's had a few friends who have lost babies along the way, it's like a baseball bat to the face-- these aren't math problems anymore. This isn't a word problem, this is a promise of a safe structure for the futures of the families like ones I personally know. This is for real. It's far bigger than my occasional ennui, so I suck it up and keep number-crunching.</p>
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Yet, how often do you get to work on something totally new... something that could be called "uncharted territory."
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<p>That "time-history vibration analysis" thing I mentioned? It's for the most complex elevated pedestrian walkway ever designed. I'm the only one working on it. I will get at least one if not two journal papers out of it. It's <em>that</em> uncharted. So, fairly often.</p>
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...one can be totally mentally drained trying to work out a difficult math problem, or on the other hand, in trying to figure out nuclear fusion. I find the latter more interesting, of course.
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<p>And there's a good mix of both. There's mental drain of both kinds. I enjoy the latter, obviously, and that's the kind of mental drain that, when I leave the office, I look up at the buildings downtown as I walk to my bus stop and think "wow, this world rocks..." but I don't get to do that every single day. Some days are really long and irritating, and there are some days where I just can't get one stupid beam to work within the constraints I'm given so I work on that all day and get nothing accomplished... And those days are frustrating, but when it all evens out, I'm still designing skyscrapers and hospitals and stadiums, and they actually get built. The structures I design are where people go to worship, to give birth, to die, to cheer for their favorite team, to propose to their girlfriends, to get married, and to eat their Cheerios in the morning, and that's why I keep doing it. Along the way, I'm challenged. Sometimes I'm bored. But ultimately, it's important, and that's why I keep getting up and going to work every morning.</p>