<p>Hello, I am a 24 year old undergaduate student from New York. I graduated high school in 2002 with sub par grades, and an even worse attitude towards school. After high school I attended community college for a year and achieved the same lackluster grades. I took a few years off afterwards because i knew i wasn't ready to fully commit to my education. After that time i applied to a state school(SUNY Brockport) and was accepted. I attended not really knowing what i wanted to do with my life, but i was definatly more mature and ready to really give school a try. I attended Brockport for 1 year and earned a 3.64 gpa, not wonderful but not bad. Now i was at a crossroads, I could go back to school, still not knowing what i wanted to do, as well as possibly wasting thousands of dollars (I'm paying for school myself, i don't want to ask my parents for money, i want to do this on my own.) or i could lose another year and figure out what i wanted to do with my life. I chose the later and have since spent many late nights disecting myself, trying to find the answer to what i wanted to do. What would my contribution to the world be? And almost out of nowhere i stumbled upon a book about medicine, I read it and haven't stopped since. I have been completely fascinated by everything about medicine, and for the first time in my life i know what i want to do. </p>
<p>I apologize if all that sounds a little corny but i really don't know how else to explain things.</p>
<p>so theres the back story. sorry. lol anyway i applied to a few schools and ended up getting accepted to them all. I've since narrowed my choices to; The University of Mayland College Park or Loyola University Chicago</p>
<p>the cost would end up being around the same...Loyola costs about $40k but they're giving me a $13,500 grant plus about $5k from federal grants bringing the cost to about $20k. I haven't heard anything from Maryland about financial aid, but a woman from the financial aid basically told me i won't get any scholarships or grants because i'm not a citizen of Maryland, so i can just count on the 5k from federal grants. </p>
<p>so the costs are relatively equal, at least not too big of a difference to dramatically sway my decision. </p>
<p>I can't come to a decision, I really don't know where to go. I like both schools alot. I like the idea of being in a city like Chicago, but i also like the idea of being on a big campus like UM. </p>
<p>I'm not sure what i would major in at Maryland(something in science)
and Loyola has a Neuroscience program that seems interesting.</p>
<p>what school do you guys think would be a better fit for someone who wants to go into medicine?</p>
<p>any thoughts or advice anyone can give me would be much appreciated</p>
<p>sorry for the long post but i just feel like i'm going insane trying to decide. </p>
<p>thank you,
Maurice</p>