I need to do both, but where?

<p>edad,</p>

<pre><code> I have always wanted teach. The problem was deciding what to teach. Now I know that I need to teach music. I am just recently realizing that performing may be in the mix as well. teaching is not a back up plan. It's something I really want to do. It's just that I don't know if I should choose one over the other. I don't think I have to. I'm not trying to make this sound casual, I have thought about it quite a bit. How much time it takes is not my biggest concern because I have already planned to graduate early; this will just set graduation day back. Basically, I want to do both and whatever it takes i'll do it. it almost sounds like you're trying to discourage me from trying to do this. Are you?
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