<p>I don't know what to do. I really want to transfer. I go to USD and it seems like everyone here is the same, and if not, they don't seem approachable at all. My roommate is okay but all friends seem to talk bad about me because I never go out. All the girls here seem two-faced, one moment they're your best friend, the next they're talking about you. I don't like the atmosphere here. At first I thought I would but I just plain out hate it. I love the small class sizes but I hate the small campus feel. I want to transfer to another college but I already registered for second semester, and even then I feel as if my grades are going to be extremely ****ty this semester because I've been extremely depressed, all I do is sleep. No nearby college is going to want to accept me because of these grades. I don't want to tell anyone in school about my problem because I feel as if no one will care. I only have one friend who feels the same about this school but we barely hang out every now and then because of my job. I don't know , I'm just miserable here. I don't want to go back home because there are no learning opportunities where I am from. Just an overcrowded JC. Honestly I don't know what do anymore. I hate USD. I hate it.</p>
<p>I've told my mom about how I feel towards USD and she just said that maybe next semester it will be better since I'm getting a car and trying out new classes. I don't know though. I'd rather be miserable at USD than back home doing nothing.</p>